Implant versus Application
An application employs an OUTSIDE influence to produce a desired effect. So, while I might apply a bandage on a flesh-wound I WILL remove it. Applications don't become part of me. We might talk as if an applied teaching melds into our hearts, but truth be told we only HOPE it will it stick. Otherwise we wouldn't have to keep applying it.
In Jeremiah 31:31-34, God claimed that though the first covenant didn't work, the second couldn't fail. The first was doomed by breakable written commands, but the second was guaranteed by unbreakable IMPLANTED commands. Notice, He did NOT etch written commands on hardened hearts, He embedded His very life into new and living hearts. Having done so, GOD fulfills every legal requirement by producing the one thing that cannot break it: LOVE. That's why "Love one another" was - and continues to be - NEW. Degrading these words into a Christian application bypasses the Christian miracle.
Viewing life as a process of making application of God's word only thrusts us into the same perception of those under the Law. Now if Israel was UNDER the law and it didn't work, what good would it do those who have DIED to the law? If you think the application of God's commands made a mess of the stony heart, what might it do to a LIVING one?
The law was Israel's jailor, and with each generation hope faded. Most regarded the promise as an illusion. They lived as dead toward God, their actions were merely outward attempts to produce the appearance of righteousness. Being alive toward sin, every newly created law or rule only produced a flurry of new transgressions - broken laws.
The miracle of Christ made us dead toward sin and alive toward God. Why don't we simply live in view of it? Attempting to apply the written (or spoken) truth to our life is an attempt to get this extra something within us. This is thinking outside - in. But when we recognize that the goods have been put within us, we gain confidence that we HAVE BEEN hearing God through this miracle of Christ. He supplies from the INSIDE and works it out. We actually hear TRUTH - not just words. We have been grafted into God through Christ - as the branch is IN the vine and the life flows through the vine and into us.
As far as believing goes, we have been brought INTO faith - it IS happening. I refuse to believe my own insinuations that I need MORE faith. You want to know why? Because every time I thought I didn't have enough, God removed even what I THOUGHT I had until nothing remained, and I was left simply believing HIM. We become so sure that we don't even believe Him so often, but then we find ourselves believing Him even though we find nothing left in ourselves. We don't grow more faith, the truth is that WE grow in IT. Why do I view myself as being OUTSIDE this miraculous faith, instead of being wrapped up inside it!!! :)
Know this, that your miracle ears hear Him and you are encouraged and uplifted in faith in so many ways. Of course you will sense yourself being built up sometimes when reading or hearing the written words of the Bible (both the old writings, and the letters of the apostles). You will also discover the same in your encounters throughout the day - especially when you recognize how free you are to hear God in EVERYTHING!!